i don't know how to write this i don't know how to write this okay
me and plop were on the ship today and it was so good, it was so so good, she was showing me everything, all the rooms and the weird glowing walls and she kept making those little sounds she makes when something surprised her and i was laughing so much, we floated in this one room for like an hour just being happy and i kept thinking wow. wow i love her so much she's my favourite person
and then i
okay i need to say this right because i need you to actually understand what happened
i pressed a red button and this really bright beam came out of nowhere and it was so loud and so fast and it hit plop and she just. she like. okay you know when you drop sugar in water and it disappears into it, like it just gets absorbed and it's gone and you can't get it back, it was like that but with plop, she just got absorbed into the light and the light was gone and plop was gone and there was nothing there, she didn't even have time to make a sound she was just
gone
plop is gone
i pressed a button and she just dissolved like sugar and i was standing there alone in the room and i didn't even scream i just stood there like an idiot
she didn't do anything wrong she was just standing next to me being herself and i killed her, i actually killed her, she's dead because of me and she didn't deserve it she never deserved anything bad ever in her whole life she was so good
i can't stop crying i can't
wait jessy is screaming
exa too
i'm going i'm going hold on