hey,
it's late at night and i just wanted to write to you to tell you how my first christmas eve went.
during the day emma, jessy and miserya were out in the snow to build a snowman. miserya said emma may have ate yellow snow again. i don't even want to know. when they came back inside jessy had this mischievous grin and emma's face was all red from the cold.
then we had a really cosy dinner with some red wine. i actually tried cooking something special for once. everyone was in good spirits. emma got emotional talking about her dog and past christmases. clawdia kept staring at her belly with this hopeful look, kept whispering about wanting a special gift this year.
i still can't believe i spend time with this weird bunch but i love them a lot. definitely prefer it to being locked in that goddamn tower.
miserya just passed out a while ago on the balcony with an empty bottle next to her. i got her in her bed. emma went to bed really early, she said she was waiting for santa.
I'm not even gonna get into what i witnessed in emma's room tonight... And clawdia is mad at us for some reason… i really have no idea why...
now it’s quiet, i guess i'm going to bed as well. who knows what will happen tomorrow.
whoever you are, i hope you have the most beautiful christmas. thank you for reading this. you matter.
talk soon,
-exa