okay so idk if i should even be writing this but here we gooooo
last week i ordered pizza again and YES it was on purpose, i just wanted to see his little face again, you know EXACTLY who im talking about
freddy showed up carrying this hot cheesy pizza like nothing in the world was about to go wrong and the SECOND he saw me he froze for like half a second and i knew, he remembered everything from last time
so i invited him in for coffee and he hesitated but he didnt say no, of course he didnt, why would he
we talked for a bit, normal stuff, awkward laughs, that weird tension that never actually left from before, and i swear i TRIED to behave but my body had other plans and i couldnt hide it anymore, like at all
things escalated soooo fast, like VERY fast, lets just say i took full control of the situation and freddy was absolutely not ready for it lmaooo, the bed suffered, time literally disappeared, his brain probably rebooted at least twice, maybe three times honestly
honestly??? best thing thats happened to me this year and its not even close
we laughed after, fixed ourselves up, and he left not really knowing what just hit him, still polite, still freddy, just… different now, like fundamentally changed. he left, barely able to walk after eheheh
anyway thats it, i needed to tell someone or id literally explode into a million pieces
dont make it weird tho
love youuuu
—jessy
ps - i should probably ask him on an actual date right??? like a real one