hey,
i can't fall asleep. i'm too excited because tomorrow is christmas eve.
we have plans to build a snowman with jessy and miserya in the morning. jessy keeps giggling about something but won't tell me what.
but honestly i'm most excited to see if santa will come this time. i've never really had a proper christmas before. just me and my dog, hoping santa would come. he never did but i always believed anyway.
maybe he had trouble finding the sewer? or maybe i always stayed up too late. this time i'm going to bed early so he definitely comes.
everyone is really excited for the gifts but overall i think we're just happy to have a cosy christmas eve together. exa said she will cook something special for dinner.
i hope miserya will be alright because she got a whole box of vodka from somewhere. she says it's "for the holiday spirit" but i'm a little worried.
clawdia keeps touching her belly and smiling. she won't tell me why but she seems happy about something.
anyway, tomorrow's the big day. snowman, dinner, maybe presents?
i really hope he comes this time.
talk tomorrow,
emma