hey,
i can't fall asleep. i'm too excited because tomorrow is christmas eve.
we have plans to build a snowman with jessy and miserya in the morning. jessy keeps giggling about something but won't tell me what.
but honestly i'm most excited to see if santa will come this time. i've never really had a proper christmas before. just me and my dog, hoping santa would come. he never did but i always believed anyway.
maybe he had trouble finding the sewer? or maybe i always stayed up too late. this time i'm going to bed early so he definitely comes.